March 1, at But I was the hyper kid so getting in trouble was pointless to tell me something was wrong would mean to me, I am all for it. In this case, it was essential I think. I never got what it meant until I was old enough. However, growing up, I was viewed in a way that just made me think people thought I was a joke or something. I took up judo and ended up great at it and got in the paper for winning tournaments and hung with a lot of straight men in that setting and I never had problems.
When his girlfriends tell him about their same sex experiences he brags to them about it. My bisexuality has never had a percentage gauge or pattern though.
I have a difference from almost all bisexuals and that is I lived in the bisexual world from that schoolyard incident with the teacher that called home. Some of their older brothers would call me the switch hitter or the guy that went both ways. The closet gay kids were called faggot and tormented all day and they were scared of people.
I used to get stoned with my best friend and would stop in the hallway in front of them and start making out with him we both had girlfriends who were sexual with each other and they were still closeted. My girlfriend ended up after her over that. I am sure some of you have met the curious awkward straight dude in your youth like that.
These were pre Christianized empires though and look on the bright side, the straight male world I can relate to also has some downsides.
It is hard not to feel like a scapegoat sometimes like straight white men do when I hear some gay or lesbian straight bashing. I mean I have a better experience with straight people on average. Some are biphobic but pursue you sexually when they are in recent break ups but then think we had wives to go home to and make some remark and I honestly never ended up with any gay men at all.
I sucked off many of my straight best friends and have been with a few bi men and the one man I fell in love with who was just like me. The wink and huh? I lost her after she miscarried because it triggered a mental breakdown and as people they both left but not for a reason I can hate myself or them over but they are hard to find. But straight biphobia is very complex.
Two types of biphobic straight women: Some non-homophobic straight men will hate us and say out fake ass lies and two timing women and spreading AIDS makes me a piece of shit, type who are cool with gay people. Also biphobia exists with bi people too. Some bi people never like other bi people or seek love with one, they always chase gay or straight people and others. I know the bi women who date straight men who say things about bi guys being closeted or having AIDS and also bi men who say that bi women get a free pass just for being showoff sluts for straight dudes and their porn fantasy.
And this is from a white, bisexual males view and I know trans politics and race politics gets into it with other situations at times.
It was experimenting and with their looks and smirking around them with their girls swarms in school because they are going nuts over some hottie that asked me to mess with him makes me laugh.
I hope my observations help. I have no room to talk on the coming out part or the changes that you experience in that process but I do know from an early stage but I hope that helps with what to expect with people.